Today I have decided (I think) to leave FL. I have read these threads all day and while not all information is accurate against FL, it is undeniably just DIFFICULT. I have been a part of them for 3 years and I am distraught at how much of my 3 year olds life has been spent with my hand in my phone or frustrated because I wanted to get on with work. I don't think I made a penny, I never sold at RRP (even at cost price and less was a struggle!!) and bonuses I made from building a decent size team will have easily been eaten up in expenses.
I'm not sure where to go from here. What do I go back to? I cannot accept that I will not live in a house in the country or drive a fancy car. How do I admit to my eldest child that everything I have been telling them for the last 3 years about a better life is not happening?
I believe - with reasons to back this up - that FL is in a massive state of decline in the UK. The only way forward is for reps to build in countries where FL is new.
Do I announce on FB that everything I stood for in the past 3 years was wrong. Do I let the bitches who took the piss out of me have even more of a laugh at mine and my FL friends expense?
I am an intelligent woman. I knew that quite often things were not always as they seem and questioning anything resulted in a telling off about your mindset and being made to feel like you had done something wrong. Yet I knew people WERE making money so I just had to copy them and at times I didn't care if it meant recruiting hopeless people because I was doing whatever I had to for MY family.
I genuinely don't know how to move forward without giving up on my goals and dreams!