Thanks again all. I am exhausted. Not sleeping, and DS is still under the influence of too much Christmas chocolate and late nights due to excitment, which means he is not settling at night. So doubly exhausted. I can't see how they will actually fit me in for an erpc tomorrow but I have been given instructions as if I am so really hope there's not too much waiting.
As an example of how mad I feel, I am now thinking: 'Oh maybe there's a stage of development they don't know about yet, when at 9 weeks something the heart actually stops for half an hour and then starts again but usually they never know this'. I am aware this is ridiculous, but I actually thought it, whilst knowing how desperate and bonkers I was being.
just yes I thought of you, as I was trying to think if there were particular chromosomal issues that tend to result in death at this stage. A random chromosomal issue would be the best outcome.
longest justand belle limbo land must be tough. I agree that getting an extra scan is the best way to reassure you, and can understand that the anxiety never ends. But you are all progressing well and there's no reason for there to be any issues.
Tanny you made me laugh...just your regular fuck up trying not to fuck up too much...That's me for sure..
Oh god I want the erpc over, I've had 2 and am reluctant to have a third, but need the testing, and its the best way of getting results (less risk of infection of 'products') and just think at this stage doing it at home would be too traumatic..too recognisable. Really hope its done and dusted tomorrow...