I have fallen arse over tit off the wagon due to dreadful planning and a terrible toddler, lack of sleep and a massive increase in my pain levels.
We're having a night away for our WedAnn on Monday night but are having to take Nemo with us as we have no respite carer and no family nearby to help out, and even if we did, none of them are trained to administer his feeds or manage his tubes etc.
Sorry to waffle on,
you guys are all doing great. 
It was DHs Birthday yesterday and such a shit day, felt like I had made no effort to cook something nice for him. no cake, no fizz, nothing 
DD is making him cupcakes today whilst he's out with the dog.
Today I managed a couple of pork sausages for breakfast and a pint of water so far. I have some strawberries that need eating and cream too, so that's lunch, eggs in and mushrooms and green peppers, so that's dinner - I'm thinking omelette?
I need to stock up on snacky foods, I need to get my head out of my arse and I need some help with this toddler!
Sorry to dump and run, but I need a shower and have to take Nemo in with me, a have a brief window for a shower now so better get on with it.
Sorry.