I did it! I did it! I completed 3 pieces of work that have been sitting on my desk since 21st May, getting urgenter and urgenter.
Another message to the poster who is sick of their food - is it generally feeling unwell or is it boredom with what you've been eating / cooking? Maybe it's being unused to rich creamy fatty foods. Rather than putting butter on your broccoli can you try avocado which is naturally rich in oils. Or a plan hard boiled egg? Or slow cooked confit duck leg, which is high in fat but the fat seems absorbed into the meat?
I am a bit of a food lover. I love planning, cooking, shopping for food, talking about food, trying new things, eating out. Especially eating out. But despite that, over the last 3 months I have found myself a bit bored with food. In line, I think, with alternating boredom / overwhelm with life. I look in the fridge and I'm not inspired. My usual varied veg box has lots of potatoes and carrots (as well as some other lovely things, of course). On-line shopping doesn't inspire me in the way that seeing a heap of fresh radishes or a bunch of watercress might. There is not the excitement of navigating the menu of an impromptu lunch out for the low carb options, nor the delight of a favourite restaurant. And there's not the distraction of busy-ness to keep the temptation out of my day. Everything feels a bit meh...
So, if it's like that for me, I feel for anyone who has all of the planning, shopping cooking load, for themselves and kids at home.
I long to walk into a restaurant, or the house of a friend, and smell the heady scent of onions, butter, roasting meat, truffle oil... Hence my extravagant dinner delivery for tonight. But even with that I have to melt the butter, warm the asparagus. It just means I don't get the anticipatory smells... tough shit venus, no sympathy for you there
Anyway, I've bought a chicken for tomorrow so I am going to put it in the oven with veg, onions, butter, truffle oil and then go for a walk. So when I return and walk in the front door I can feel like I'm walking into the comfort of someone else's kitchen.
Have a good weekend folks.
And WATER, WATER, WATER 