stabmereapers is it childish to snigger at we can’t envision a world where 1/3 sausage fills us up

@nonononon re the grey hair. I went through a brief phase of dying my hair, then thought 'this is tedious and it does not fit with my view of walking gently upon the earth' so I stopped. I now look blonder than I did 15 years ago. The brown hair still lightens in the sunshine, and it mixes with the grey, and who knows whether they are blonde streaks or grey ones... I have highlighted look that I would have paid £££s for in my 30s!
wibblytummy I get you completely. I was at a family event today. There were good choices for me - greek salad with feta and olives, crudities with avocado dip, ham and cheese rollitos - and yet I still found myself at one point with crisps dipped in hummous… I don't know why but they were in my mouth.
I feel annoyed at myself. I feel disappointed. I feel fat. None of those feelings are worth the little taste of soggy crisp and processed chickpea.
I've been living this woe for long enough to know that I'm right back on it, and that weight gains can be temporary fluctuations, but my advice to you would be sit on your hands, walk away from temptations, drink water, nibble on cheese..
I've never had a single dietary requirement in my life and it takes a little getting used to! Oh yes! I have close and friends and family who have live threatening allergies, I'm accustomed to scrutinising packets / ingredients, I used to creating food that accommodates everyone else's needs (preferences). I'm not at all used to asking that for myself. I feel faddy and fussy. But actually I have to be honest to myself and to a way of living and eating that makes me feel good and well. OK, one small slice of cake won't raise my blood pressure catastrophically, but cake every day will.
So it is my right to quietly ask for foodstuffs that keep me healthy, and to play my own part in rejecting the things that don't.