Thanks for the encouragement and the thwacks. Shag, I know from experience what you say is true, just can't seem to turn it from knowledge to action.
YoLo, thanks for the prompt to think in a bit more detail. It is indeed the alcohol that sets me off, but not always... and I've worked out why that is. If I get dinner ready, and then sit down with a glass of wine 10 mins before it's done, I don't want another and I don't drink with the food. If I don't have a glass first, then I have no desire for one during or after dinner. BUT, if I have a glass of wine before even starting to prepare, that's when it all goes wildly wrong. So no more wine unless dinner's nearly ready.
I have a gynae op grin scar from hip to hip - from when I was 20. It bulged for some years, but when I was subsequently at my fittest and lowest weight (still well within the normal BMI), I not only had a flat stomach, but a concave one, so I'm telling you all that you can most definitely get rid of it - it is not a permanent fixture! (Yes, some core exercises were involved, but nothing dramatic - just regular callanetics at home).
Lone, that's fantastic news about your blood pressure! And Grimbles, great to hear you actually enjoyed your egg fast. Next time I stall for more than a few weeks, I'm definitely going to give that a go.
Time, I hope your run went well, and you gained a lot of satisfaction from being out in the rain. I ended up doing 6 hours straight gardening, resulting in a 24 hour fast, so hoping I've headed off a bit of the damage I did.