Lisboa it sounds like you've got the dreaded carb flu. I get it too and it's horrible - you feel sick and headachey - I try to take more salt and drinks made from oxo cubes as well as trying to up my magnesium levels. This is what I found in an earlier boot camp thread- I think BIWI wrote it. Cheers BIWi
In the first few days of low carbing, especially if you've been eating a high carb diet for a long time, you may start to feel pretty rubbish
This is called carb flu - essentially you're withdrawing from sugar, which is a highly addictive substance. Your body treats carbs in the same way as it does sugar, and you may find it quite hard going to lose the sugar from your diet.
However, it generally passes quickly and once you're through it - if you suffer; not everyone does - you'll find that you feel great and full of energy. If you do suffer, up your salt intake (as we drink a lot of water, it's important that we keep our sodium intake higher) and also your fat. Take some paracetamol if you feel headachey, and just remind yourself that it's a good thing!
Very I know what you mean about self sabotage- why do you think you do it? For me, it's that I can't believe I can do it - lose weight and be slim, or that I somehow don't deserve to be slim or that by being slim I might become a different person. Or that I won't know how to cope with being slim, good looking sexy etc. We've held onto our excess weight for so long it's no wonder that our head takes a while to catch up with with our body and the idea of becoming a slim person
Oldbooks I'm sorry you've had such an awful time Don't beat yourself up about it, just see it as a learning experience. After my weekend away a few weeks ago with the in laws who virtually tried to force feed me and thought I was heading for an eating disorder me I vowed never to go back there - I know that's not realistic but I felt so exhausted by them and their constant commenting about my food choices and watching me all the time. I'm not surprised you found it easier to give into them after a while as it's really hard to keep going in the face of such pressure. Just do what you're doing -and KOKO