Thanks Stunt, I know you are right, but it's so frustrating. I know I should try to stay away from the scales but it's a scary prospect when they have governed your life and mood for so long.
I have a little goal in my head to be at a certain weight by DS's birthday in two weeks time and at this rate I am not going to hit it. It's not an unrealistic goal either, but I know I'll be disappointed if I miss it, especially as I am doing all the right things to get there.
As I said I have no intention of giving up, I am in this for the long haul, I just wish things were moving a bit quicker. I've not cheated at all, but as we go on I've got DS's birthday, a weekend away then of course it's Christmas and all that entails. In my head I'm saying I will stick with it through these things, I know that reality might not pan out like that. And if I've not lost weight, these things will surely result in gains.
Am not moaning as such, I am just thinking out loud really. I believe in LCHF, am eating amazing meals, am never hungry and am happy to eat this way for the rest of my days I just want to be smaller, please.
Wow, self-pitying essay - sorry about that guys 