Morning.... Oh what a night... in lots of pain, DH got up twice to get me settled, dosed up, and even some chocolate
, there is blood oozing through the dressing but I have been in touch with the hospital and they are not too concerned, and they never take bandages off
. Still getting temperatures and viral headache and awful sore throat.
trashcan what an awesome, confident post. You are, as Eva I think has said, on fire, and a real demonstration of how every woman should be able to feel about her body, whatever size.
And you have an OH who cooks - although, tbh, my DH is awesome at all the rest of the household tasks that at times, this being one of them, he ends up doing all of, washing, cleaning, etc, with no complaints. We are only 5 months married though so I'm allowed to make soppy statements like that 
And I love cooking, I don't need any competition in my kitchen!
whoosh my DH has done exactly the same with mixing LCHF with the opposite and has put on about 10lb - I am still heavier than him but by much less than I anticipated for bootcamp given that he has moved closer to me in weight.
The recipe is from a book... so when I can limp to the bookcase I will type it out - should have asked DH for it, I will grab it later somehow or other.
Pisci thank you, it's true that the strength I use isn't mine, it is given to me. Thank you so much for encouraging me.
Now as for food, I am going to try and get back on track today. I looked down at myself as I was having a strip wash this morning, and thought about the last time I had to do all of this, it was an even less pretty sight. And whilst the sweet stuff calms temporarily, it will backfire and turn into something that drives me into feeling worse. DH is up for trying to feed me my way - so I had his version of egg-in-a-cup for breakfast, there's some cooked chicken that I'll have with salad and dressing and mayo for lunch, and he's going to do sausages and cauli-mash for tea tonight, so that's all good, but I am going to be on BC lite and allow a small amount of dark chocolate, and a few nuts, as needed to get myself through the day, and the pain.
Sorry that's taken me ages in my woozy sore state. Apologies to anyone I've missed....