blow I knew I should have whipped it off & pounced - hmm, next time! lol. (he was sitting on the floor btw, and I was well had oil everywhere over a tanned muscular bod! damn my woman's monthly turning up early! ) haven't heard from him at all today but is in London all day with something of other with his music, might well give him a tinkle in a few weeks and see. (and yes we did kiss RJ). 99.9% sure he's not a player type then again I don't like taking it for granted & would assume i'm not the only gal he lets massage him/he opens the door to semi naked!
gymboy rang today, think we might have a date lined up for tues but I need to confirm a sitter for DS. So far all dates have been out in public - ie we've met in the pub, or outside and that's about it. he did suggest goin to his but I thought it was a bit soon?!? perhaps I should just plunge n go to his place & pounce? hmm.. he doesn't really drink so getting him merry & taking advantage isn't an option really.
h and the sailor who I had a date with a few weeks back text today, is back from his hols and wondering if I'd like a date again - hmm, let's think.... er no! so I need to be a bit firmer & stop pussy footing around with that one I think.
RJ - i'm so glad you said about the dating with kids bit, it is hard isn't it, althou I have every other weekend to myself I find it hard as guys usually want to see you more (XP wasn't happy with 3 nights a week & was constantly pushing for more!). I find it an issue about the whole if dating not only is it tiring the next day with DS but also the feeling guilty about going out & leaving him in bed asleep while i'm having fun.
RJ - good luck with beachbum. he sounds nice. (listening attentively is a good start anyhow )
Lucy - 14 years isn't that much, but sometimes they've aged more than the photo shows so caution is advised, but least they're mostly settled & know what they're doing! also should point out same as RJ, when I do have a childless night during the week I tend to go to the pictures with my friends, so feel guilty about even more time away, it's so hard to juggle it all. i'm dreading him getting older if i'm not with someone in a lot of ways. still ho hum....
scl - Happy Birthday, not reflective or sad or anything, I think a lot of us a prob where we never thought we'd be at our ages, but we're exactly where we're meant to be - with our children having a lovely time. Hope that makes some sort of sence. Lets hope the man remembers on monday, if not sack him off!
ho hum. hope everyone else is doing OK thou.