where have all the fit,interesting and available men gone?[part 8]

[aseriouslyblondemoment]

oh jesus lou
it's turn your phone off time
but then why the hell should you have to?

oh how lovely to be cooked for
do you know that means such a great deal to me

yes it is

but i am thinking maybe i wont go now

will it all be too painful?

i dunno

its lots of stuff

aww lou be kind to yourself here

i've told him i need to think about it all and let him know if i am coming or not

well i imagine that he'll understand that

actually he seems a bit overly caught up i his own feelings, which is why i said not him i may not come now

its bound to hit hard

sorry haven't been around much still getting over the marathon (I didn't do it) went to do on Sunday afternoon.

Then am still trying to get better from my virus. Seems slightly better today but still not 100%.

Seeing samename2 again thurs and poss over part of Bank Holiday weekend.

Lou - are you not going to exex now?

RJ - what is your departure day?

that virus has really knocked you hasn't it?
looking forward to seeing samename2 again?

Yes it has. The original GP I saw did say to allow 2-3 weeks for it to go. And as you know when you have DCs it's hard to be ill!!

you're not allowed to be end of

lou, go
ask him to do a curry or something instead of meatballs, if you don't go you'll feel just as miserable and regretful into the bargain
I had some kind of weekend virus too lost, but this was a one day effort. Friend had ds for sleepover but he fell and slammed hand in door so ended up in casualty Sat night anyway. Has lost v top bit of finger, will grow back, lucky my friend is a nurse really because I nearly passed out
keep us posted itm

oh horrible stuff must have been a shock all round
how are things otherwise ninah

scl are you going to go back to the gp?

i am considering going, we have after all agreed above anything else we should remain friends

i just have had a lot on my mind on top of this to think about, with zim, more recently hassle regarding my exh again, and yesterday the news about someone i know dying, plus medical appointments galore for my kids and myself (yesterday ds about his stomach, tomorrow dd for braces being fitted thurs me with my colitis etc)

there isnt enough of me to go round right now it feels

nm you mean? ok she says apathetically
he cooked on Sunday, I did his garden
is Mr Right for Now
With young dc you just don't have the energy to chase the dream, do you? or is that just me
ds is healing up nicely, work is fun, and getting some training, looked at pics from when I moved into the house and it was such a tip, I can see I have made progress even if it doesn't always feel that way
Life is good, don't think a man affects that enormously. Sex and the City Question of the Day - Do you think as lps we become tooo independent?

ROFL
oh i dunno really,it's prob.the fact that we're all so bloody knackered holding it all together that maybe we really don't give it a thought
is he a good cook btw
that's high on my priority list iykwim

ok i have said i will go

Just quickly popping in to say no news here, unless you count my mate thinking the lollipop man fancies me

I just scowled all the way home at 2 teenage, hand holding couples lol, how jealous am I .

ninah - not sure if we do become too independant. perhaps???

and i agree a good cook is essential. but even more required is they actually use their skils regularly.

nervous - they tennage couples are so blissfully ignorant. lol. i them too.

lou - hope you go and enjoy yourself.

and whoever asked.i depart thurs.finally got case off exp today. so will pack tonight. clean house tomorrow. my sis staying here to watch dc.

and..... exp has said he'll try take dc as much as possible while i'm away. i nearly fainted with shock.

oh, but he thinks i'm off for girly wkd

ooh rj have a great time for us all

Oh yeah have a fab time Thursday rj!

I'm feeling a bit 'all over the shop' today as I have a strong feeling tomorrow will be D-Day (child welfare hearing).

Also exbf hanging about on MSN. Not sure if he wants to speak to me or whether I should say hello.

Somehow contact always ends up with me being hurt so best not I think.

lou sorry you are having a bad time of it but dinner tomorrow night sounds nice. It's lovely being cooked for isn't it?

Nutty..I know what you mean about soppy teenagers. I comfort myself thinking just you wait

he just bloody well tried to get me to cook

he got a big fat no!