where have all the fit,interesting and available men gone?[part 8]

[aseriouslyblondemoment]

oh jesus lou
it's turn your phone off time
but then why the hell should you have to?

hmm do you mean the dreams I had ?

you tell me lol
no i meant samename actually

Me too! I keep waking at 5am. Feel like I could sleep for days and feel a bit meh as well.

Lou - curiouser and curiouser..a secret admirer perhaps?

Have got ride of BSH (brik shit house) as he could barely string a sentence together online. Who knows what he would be like in real life. Probably communicates with grunts and hand signals while waving a stick about.

rofl @ bsh
oh god there are some skanks about masquerading as men
anyone else worth a look at?

ooh lou how intriguing!!
and yeah i knew that thesp would try again lol

ah sorry said I was groggy - re samename no not really surprised - he said it was innocent and perhaps we should discuss deleting our profiles. As I said though whilst I am not happy for him to be still looking or dating othes nor I am quite ready for a serious chat I find that quite scary and don't want to feel the weight of expectation.

Perhaps I am not being fair though I think it just demonstrates the level of my general confusion.

The dreams were bizarre though - first my boss and I were 'surfing' on the back of a black cab (I was gripping it really tightly) and then he started to throw up (weird emoticon)

Second I was really glammed up and attending a fantastic party held by Jade Goody - however the other girls there didn't really like me and were bitching about me.

I really am not crazee ladee honest!!

both very very weird and very clear.

it was a friend with no intentions, i think

they just wanted to cheer me up after the last few weeks

i am now going away not this fri but next, as this fri was booked up

how weird scl!
that sounds nice lou you def.need a break

that uncertainty about where you stand is awkward isnt it scl?

there must be something in the air , i had some really odd dreams last night (tho actually i quite liked them lol)

I had one the other week in which I was a lesbian. Now that one was confusing.

actually would probably make life a whole lot simpler

yes lou whilst I myself am not sure what i want long term - I had a flash of anger and couldn't bear the poss that I might be taken for a fool. Hence me raising it with him.

A girl can't help acting on impulse

its fair enough wanting to know where you stand i think

i just realised i have lost a ring that is important to me

exex is very upset today, he is going tomorrow and now not sure he wants to

my friend taking me away is sending me texts all excited about the fact and thesp rang again this morning but i didnt answer

exex just sent me a text to say wave, as he is driving past me with his family on his way to thailand

reminds me of last time

am ok this time though but i will miss him being about in my life again

oh god that is sad

you seem to be coping well.

at least i wont fall apart this time

thank goodness you have other distractions

lol yes, but also seeing him again helped enormously for both of us i think

i know i wont stop having feelings for him but i can deal with it better now

Can I join in - I've been spearated two years from my abusive horrible ex and have had a couple of relationships since the last one I thought was the love of my life until I discovered he was err marrried after 6 months..

Been on a few dating sites but noone stands out

hello, jump right in

hi zoo
jesus that's awful
which sites have you tried?

Hi Aseriously, yes it was - I should have guessed really - he had no photo and disappeared every weekend to see his kids. Just omitted to mention their mother too. He lived hundreds of miles away.

I met him through loveandfriends adn am now on plenty of fish - the beauty of pof is that several of my friends are on it too so we can compare notes.

oh god what a bastard!
how are you getting on with pof?
i think most of us on this thread use that site except me as i'm on frd
i've been doing this online thing on/off for 6 months now with mixed success
there are certainly some weird men about i'm convinced they have far more hang-ups than us women

Hoi all, I have some news.

Court hearing today - I got an interim residence order. It was the result I was hoping for but what a thoroughly HORRIBLE experience.

XP's solicitor sat there and pulled me to bits.

But, I still got it.

Now he will be looking for any possible opportunity to trip me up. Not literally obv but as far as he is concerned gloves are off.

So, mixed feelings today!