where have all the fit, interesting and available men gone (part 6)

[sincitylover]

thrilled to be kicking off part 6 on a sinful note lol

Blaming the vino for texting samename1 and asking him out - he text right back suggesting early this afternoon but don't think I can make it as am waiting for my brother who is coming down to help me swap washing machines and is always late bless him!

Then had a rather raunchy chat with young guy who have been in touch with for ages - trying to think of a nickname for him - very good looking - lives in your neck of the woods Lou. Think we might meet up soon.

At least resisted the urge to text exbf.

he has only seen head and shoulders not full length.

I have only seen head shots not full length.

But he's dark haired, shaved head, looks quite good looking. Not too tall (so won't be trotting behind him lol).

I suppose if I have a type that would be it.

oh I do like a man with a shaved head, very sexy!

Talking of tall, I have just been chatting with an aussies guy who is 6ft 2 and I am only 5ft 2, me thinks he may be a little tall for me. lol

fantastic scl - about time too with samename1. hope he was worth the wait

fantastic scl - about time too with samename1. hope he was worth the wait

careful on the dress front, look what happened with me and my best friend when i changed out of jeans for a night!

i just got an old laptop up and running, tho it is still sick

on it i found loads of photos of myself and my exbf who went to thailand

floored me somewhat

i still miss him , still love him too, and i know he is gone, but its made me a bit wobbly

stupid old mare i am

aww.Lou
sorry to hear,it is hard to deal with things like that

you would think after 2 years i would be used to it

and i am mostly, just sometimes it catches you unawares doesnt it?

life goes on tho eh?

yes it does and when you're least expecting it too
are you a firm believer in never going back?

i dont even know where he is

dare i ask
as im well aware of the pain here
but have you found yourself trying to find him?

i could probably find him if i tried but i dont think it would achieve anything, i told him he had to leave me alone a while ago

it's his birthday tomorrow too

joining the club - I know I am now resolute re exbf but it's not easy. I still want to talk to him face to face. Would like to know what he has made of the final text I sent him last week.

I know I am not deluded about the situation ie there is a powerful connection there on both sides. Not just from me.

But I could not have continued to be picked up and put down at his convenience.

But like you say it doesn't alter your feelings - it has now been nearly 2 years since he first got back in touch.

yep i understand that, 2 years here since he went

do feel for you both
sympathy by the bucket load here
SCL is tomorrow still a goer?

it's just one of those things isnt it? you have to get on with life anyway

onwards and upwards etc

yes def as moping justs get you nowhere
but it does have a tendency to creep up on you when you're least expecting it to
meant to ask you how ds was doing btw.?

i ahve 3 off sick today and a serious lack of sleep last night which hasnt helped i think

oh no!
hope it's nothing too serious with them?
the dc's friends seem to be going down with all sorts atm.
surprisingly mine have been unscathed so far
{touches the woodwork quickly}

1 d&v, 1 sore throat and temp, 1 with stomach pain

me shattered and a headache

just taking a break from nursing, washing up, laundry etc

oh jeeze it's crap isn't it?
a lone mother's work is never done

it is and i am so tired

got to get dd1 in an hour though

hope you manage to have a better nite tonight Lou

hi lou, I feel for you, hope you have a better night.

we should be meeting on thurs. he rung me today but I couldnt take the call. I left a message on his voicemail now waiting to hear back.

Tigger also texted me by mistake tonite Am not in the mood for shit from anyone atm. Have enough elsewhere without from random men!!

Wrap dress sounds like a good idea for your date scl! Good plan.

Sorry you're having a grotty day lou. Hope you all feel better soon and get plenty of rest tonight.