single and pregnant

[j20baby]

am i the only one that can't wait to give birth so i can start flirting agian?!

oh, i know its selfish but i like to feel more than just an incubator and i'm needing some male attention-even just a cuddle or to feel attractive!

guess i am then

selfish frumpy swollen hippo that i am

oops - i guess being the only fella around i should have said lots of encouraging and supportive stuff - or just chatted you up for all to amuse over

nah...just feeling sorry for myself after sitting in pub with my mum watching all the skinny 12 year olds get chatted up!

bitter? you bet

hey j20 - don't think you're alone in feeling like that... when are you due?
Have you got months or just weeks to go?

WABBIT?????

5 weeks 3 days and ? hours

yes... I'm back!! sdot... great to 'see ' you

Ahhh not long now then... but just the weather for that swollen hippo feeling

hopefully!

i know i'm not going to be going out for ages as bf and will emotionally not be ready, but, just feel, you know, crap!

oh wow!!! dont mean to hijack j20 - but used to ramble all night to wabbitt.

no worries sdo3, have a chat, off to bed now anyway

If you're young you might be out at gigs pretty soon after... my dd was a week and 3 days old when I started going out to see bands... i was 22 and just wanted to feel like me again.. I was bf and just expressed enough for the 2 or so hours I was away.. and lovely Mum took over for me I was a musician and felt being back on the [scene] was necessary for my sanity...

yeah!!! night owl still!

i've just got the internet back now Ex DP has been coerced (sp) by the CSA to pay maintenence! [gloat slightly emoticon]

a night owl? erm, so hows life? dont get here that often now meself. your name just lept out at me.

oh well done - even more fun when ex paying for it.

Night night j20

Life is absolutely great - I'm starting teacher training and my boy is nearly 2 now - have placement at a Steiner Waldorf Kindergarten

things are very rosy

You?

have had a busy year, now poised to move - looking for something interesting to renovate - and a change in career. even looking at working in local theme park - need something different.

what would you work as? in the theme park?

Moving to start a project sounds exciting..

You not found anyone to share your life with?

I've not... I've decided I might fare well on Dating Direct... might give me the chance to get out and start seeing live music and films again

erm... i did...for the last year...got dumped, thru my own crapitude, a couple of days ago. wouldnt dare do the dating direct thingy. would expect them to be psyco weirdos....wht did i say about my crapitude?

oh and work - well i would love to work with animals - lots of unusual ones - and used to be engineer so would take to the rides just as easily. not quite the academic slant of teaching.

Oh Sdot... so sorry to hear that loving the word 'crapitude' though.. the dating direct thing, some of the guys are lovely and genuine and very sweet - but some ARE a bit wierd... serial seducers {yeuk} It's a bit of fun though

is true - just as many dodgy birds/fellas in the pub i guess. you just dont see them coming as easily. but fun sounds good. hope you find a good one, expect theres a few single teachers lurking in the halls

ha ha ha - the teachers are all a bit self important and poncey though - I want something a bit more worldly

Working with the exotic animals? that would be an experience

I'm on one of these 'dates' tomorrow - so will go to bed to get my beauty sleep... it's definitely fun! even if the guys not right... they're very witty!

ah now witty - goes a long way i hear. when i was a kid i was told - 'if wit was shit, youd be constipated'. anyway - hope it all goes well, am sure youll have a great time, even if a bit weird...bet you dont meet him and think - oh no, a weirdo!! have fun, i'll think of taming lions and such. altho, i'm still stuck working in a local country house thingy for a while.