That sounds scary id go into panic overdrive!
A busy week indeed!!
I had an okay weekend got loads of baby bits, 248 nappies? Lol spent abit on clothes for him.
Still thinking about when i saw my ex. Very strange, i no longer love him i hate him but i cry sometimes over it.
Even going out for the naughty fag i had broke me to tears as i was in the rain and it smelt like when we was together. I dont think hiding away from the problem isnt going to help.
I understand everything now, i can only blame myself for what ive done wrong. I admit i made mistakes but we are human. My mistake he accepted, i cannot accept his.
Was reading the previous conversation we had, it seemed clear since march he didnt want to be with me but still stayed with me? Not wanting anyone to no im pregnant, calling the baby a bastard and hoping it died.
I have come to a point from us meeting and him my first love from everything we did together, even was my first new years kiss. He took everything away from me, my bubbly personality and me.
I gained a son from it and if you asked me to change it id say no!