@Miraclemuma03 - That anxiety is horrible, isn't it! I find it especially hard when you know it's something to do with the clinic's opening hours - I know they have to staff it how they can, but it can be so frustrating!
As to my clinic not being up to scratch - I won't go into the worst bit as it genuinely is something pretty awful that I need to make a formal complaint about. But it's been a few things - they keep prescribing medicine they can't dispense, which pharmacies don't stock, and putting me down to start it the same day (or a few days after) they prescribe it, so I have no time to track it down. I find that stressful and really annoying.
And they were shit both times about aneuploid embryos. I know to them it's just medical waste. But the first time, they didn't even give us 24 hours before they started sending multiple emails insisting we sign forms to have them destroyed, so we had no opportunity to discuss the results. I did complain then, and just got this formulaic reply saying they 'didn't realise' these were PGT-A embryos (not sure why that made any difference!) and to 'have a lovely Christmas!' This second time, they said I could talk to the embryologist about the PGT-A stuff before embryo transfer, but he actually chose to talk to me about it when I was lying on the table in a gown, with my legs open and a speculum up there. I didn't know if my only euploid embryo had survived thawing (I didn't know if they did it in advance of the scan for FET or not), and he just asked if I wanted to destroy them. Obviously no time to ask questions there either, but it also really upset me going into the transfer.
It's really silly, but they'd said at the first meeting we'd have opportunities to discuss it all, and I really wanted to ask questions before we destroyed them.