I've had some cramping too and seem to be continuing with the odd little bits of spotting here and there. Trying to stay chilled about it as I know it can mean nothing. But the 11 days of waiting for a scan will be uncomfortable.
I'm having my first proper hormonal meltdown. We have had the most perfect day today, we've baked cookies, played with bricks... just honestly picture perfect. She was a total delight in every single way.
Obviously she wasn't keen for it to end because bedtime consisted mostly of her posting her bedding over the stairgate and singing to herself (and getting butt naked).
She then pulled down the baby monitor and it stopped working.
For reasons I'm linking entirely to hormones, I honestly felt devastated and cross. But mostly sad?! Like, it really shouldn't have logically been something that made me want to just sit and sob.
Anyway, I tried very hard to contain any sad and cross reactions but I absolutely know I was cross when I was in there trying to fix it. I took it downstairs and within 10 minutes noticed the sodding off button had just been knocked. So it's actually fine.
Went back up for cuddles and to apologise and put it back up and she's asleep. I tried to wake her up but she's zonked entirely so we just cuddled on the chair. The mum guilt is actually insane and I'm a blubbering mess of hormones right now.
Logically, I know that if she'd been upset by my reaction, she absolutely wouldn't have gone to sleep. Hormonally I feel like I've ruined what has been such a magical day after a couple weeks of me feeling so poorly and being rubbish.
I am not handling this well tonight.