That's a good point @Cream123 I can't really remember to be honest it was so long ago. I suppose it is a fairly big chunk though as my lining is best at the top and they take at least a 10mm section, so it's likely to be a fair proportion that's taken.
I am day 6 of my ERA EMMA repeat today, I have my first scan this coming Tuesday. I haven't been eating, I'm hoping it doesn't affect things. I know I should but I'm still upset about things and I'm off my food. Plus I've gained a stone during IVF (this puts my BMI at 21, I was underweight before). Throughout the treatment I've focused on how being a healthy weight would help, but at the same time I would prefer to go back to how I looked before so I'm not forcing myself to eat.
I haven't spoken to my friend for over a week now. Each day seems to be getting a bit easier, "out of sight, out of mind" kind of thing. I still find myself waking up early and the first thought that comes into my head is, she's pregnant and I may never be and it just hits me again. We work at the same company which makes it hard, she sent me a work email today and it felt weird as previously she'd just text me. I know she understands, it's just hard.
It feels like I'll be doing these tests forever but I know you girls are in the same boat, so I've got company with you guys. I have another 4 weeks before I speak with the psychologist, I'm really hoping that helps.