Thank you @Jane1284 . It's a bit of a long story why I feel so weary but to make a long story short, basically in the past 3 years I have had 3 miscarriages, so it's hard to go through it again.
Last september 2019, my husband and i decided to do our 1st IVF cycle but the morning that I was scheduled to go to the clinic to pic up my fertility meds, I decided to take a pregnancy test and it was positive. You can imagine how shocked and relieved we were that we got pregnant naturally and wouldn't have to do IVF which I was so nervous about. Anyway, I got as far as 11 weeks (I even had a vaginal scan at 6 weeks where a heartbeat was detected, etc) and then one morning I saw blood. Went to the early pregnancy unit to investigate and apparently I had had a missed miscarriage in November. The pregnancy must have ended around 8 week but my body did not notice and continue to feel pregnant until 11 weeks... I was devastated. It was my first miscarriage ever.
January 2020we did 1st round of IVF, became pregnant and miscarried in Feb.
August 2020 I was late for my period, took a test and got a positive test. Natural pregnancy. 1 week later, it was negative so basically a chemical pregnancy I think...
So it's been a long hard year. To never having a miscarriage before to 3 in a year.... Crazy! But I'm a good place now. It will be what it will be.
So the first IVF cycle was difficult for a few reasons, because I was coming off of a miscarriage, I was overweight, the hormones really affected me, I felt bloated, I am usually quite low in January as the darkness of winter gets to me, so starting IVF that month probably wasnt' a good idea but waiting wasn't an option....
I don't think that I made the long story very short.
Please stay positive. You only need one egg. I had very little eggs but they manage to collect 3 and put 2 back in... You have a chance... I hear you about stress though. I too am doing my morning jogs, eating healthy as my stress go to is sugar but over the years I realise that sugar really negatively affects my moods and makes me feel sick (it tastes so good though) and connecting with friends...
We will get through this!