I think that one thing the trial has showed conclusively is that Pistorius must have almost no self-control. Or perhaps he asserts so much self control in training that the rest of his life is thrown into a bloody shambles.
It's one reason I'm on the fence. I'm occasionally not prepared to say that he could tell the lie for that long under that much pressure.
That he slipped up over whether he shot deliberately or whether the gun going off was an entire accident sticks in my head.
Today, I'm on the side of him not knowing it was Reeva in the toilet until she screamed, and then him not being able to stop shooting quickly enough.
On the other hand, his dogged repetition of 'I don't agree, m'lady.' over and over when the actual answer to the question could have been a simple 'no' makes me think he's determined to say that and only that. That's his go-to phrase when he thinks he might get something wrong. And it's when really challenged that he starts getting upset and takes a break...
The problem is, it's really very comfortable on this fence.