afternoon all
swan thanks for good wishes...hope nurses app goes well...
wendy hope stomach ache hasnt returned
also loving the 
can't imagine Christmas shopping with DH 
Have long since given up trying to get him to display ANY interest in DC Christmas presents makes me a bit 
and 
really, but realised by about DS1's 3rd Christmas he just wouldnt change....
He also hates shopping of any kind...
So I do it all...sigh...mostly on line though, thankfully...
Well morning has been disasterous so far...
DH was despatched last night with DS1 to get his hair cut and buy him a shirt for Saturday , not too much to ask I didnt think since I have sorted everything else out including getting DS suit, shoes , tie, all girls clothes, etc....
So apparently he couldnt find a shirt, so had to buy one a size too small as was the only option (in a HUGE shopping centre ) and poor ds has SUCH a ridiculous haircut that he didnt want to go to school today...sooooo
on top of everything else I had to do today I now also have to take DS to see if I can get his hair sorted out and buy him a shirt...
Then went to appointment for dd3, and had to take DS2...DH dressed ds2 this am and it appears he put pants on him, not a nappy...Now we are in early days of potty training and he has been wearing pants to nursery, but it would have seemed obvious that he needed a nappy for this morning given it is a 40 min drive, hour long app, then 40 min drive back...BUT no...
So Ds2 wet himself in the waiting room...I had no spare clothes as I assumed he had nappy on...cue trip to toilets, put on nappy, and attempt to dry out trousers under hand dryer, reulting in one slightly damp, very stinky boy by the time we went in to see the psychologist 
Then DS2 decided to demonstrate just how much of a nightmare he could be by being on his absolutely worst behaviour... he threw everything from lego bricks to pencils around the room, lay on the floor kicking the door, hit me, and then hit the psychologist
By then end of it I just wanted to hide under a duvet and cry
I came away feeling a total failure of a parent, and wondering how I was ever going to manage to put in place all the extra bits DD needs when it seems I cant even manage to parent a 2 year old very well
Now home, DS thankfully napping (seems he was actually really tired) and have doen a quick bit of house blitzing and sprayed some polish around...but cant be bothered to do much else...
so am going to chill for an hour, then school pick up, then shopping for shoes, shirts and a dress .....
need to try to feel more positive but am quite fed up with the world today
off to drink cuppa...BBL 