Hello, gerbrajess, thanks, things are better now, although I do feel as though I've been on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. And well done on the smoke free front.
Am pre-drink, just...apologies for my very self centred post last night, but was in a mess.
oifoif, can't beleive your mother, how crass and insensitive can you get? But you are a solid gold, diamond hero for not giving in under that kind of pressure and temptation...polish that halo!!! also kinda like the picture idea....NOT!!! no it would be good, if only i could actually achieve an after!
Jellibabe, love the liberation you're feeling.
Purpleone keep posting, it helps.
Dinny, i too had fairly mega eating issues, going back to about 12 right into my late 20's early 30's. Bit like the old alcoholic thing, don't think you can ever let up, I still feel the need to be vigilant about my thinking around dieting, eating, etc. Am really interested to know how you get on....know what you mean about the sod it attitude, i eat really healthily and sensibly as a matter of course during the day but when I'm drinking i eat all manner of crap, and even if i eat healthy food i eat way too much.
Teasle, well done for staying sober especially when you're struggling.
Brassic, I'm really, really proud of you for coming on here and saying that. And I think you are doing really well and the right thing for you atm. Sounds like your therapist knows what s/he is doing. Brave, brave Brassic, keep you chin up.
Kokeshi, way to post big, babe! Tell me you cut and paste some of that and didn't just come up with it off the top of your head?!! And as usual loads and loads of sense.
Right, am off to check on the syrup sponge pudding i've got bubbling in the oven for dh. xxxx it feels good to be back.