am so bloody tempted tonight. dh has gone to bed with the same tummy bug I had yesterday and has left his fags downstairs (in next room to PC) so I could just pull off the patch and have one. Grrrr!!!
Just want one! Sort of know am not gonna tho, will propell myself to bath with mag and wine instead...
oh mm, must be horrible for you knowing your parents are due to go v soon - have they been living over here or just on a long holiday? Poor you, must be an emotional time. btw your oils have been used lavishly during last few days after a lull in oil usage (I like to smear myself first thing in morning but my bloody nicotinelle patch wouldn't stick!) Yum - have used all the mood swing oil, have about an inch of the depression oil which is peppery and as you said not so floral, still nice tho and v potent.
Am thinking that I'd like to give you a list of friends and the kind of smells they like, their personalities etc, and order a batch of xmas pressies from you, would that be ok??? Do you have a few of those lovely dark blue neal's yard bottles?!
Do say if it's a pain (& if you can do it, pls charge me a reasonable price!) If it's ok when would you like the list (about 8 people?)
BTW also mm - my pals on the yorkshire w'end were swooning over your mood swings oil which I finished off then (something to do with being in a house with 7 kids!)
Fag craving is subsiding now...
scummy mummy why don't you join us when you're ready. No point until then. The thread is a massive support tho, the people who come on here, who know exactly what you're talking about when you're sweating & shouting & de-bowling soft toys - it really helps to yack on here. I am 40 next month and have smoked for 20 yrs. I love love love it and hate it with a vengeance. Have this ridiculous notion (still) that smoking is part of me and that I will never agian have such a good time without it, ever, and that life will be kind of faded and bleary and never as sharp as it once was. Gimme a hammer cc!!!
oh and cc, about cutting up cuddly toys hee hee - that just sounds like one of them wild bugger it all moments that we all have unless we're spooky androids - I once stuffed Dex's grommit soft toy into the hatch up to our attic while he stood there howling & sobbing... sometimes you run out of ideas of what to do when you're mad.
Soft toy disaster: Sam aged 7 has lost his fave cuddly monkey - Ginger coloured (toy, not son), long & thin, with velcro paws which stick together. Sam wears it round his neck when he goes out on his bike. Must have lost it on bike ride on mon (our school hol in scotland). Have searched house, co- op, spar, chemist, put up LOST MONKEY signs in 2 newsagents. He is gutted.
Am gonna go for bath before temptation strikes...
also embarrassed by long long post, sorry girls, think I needed to talk, even to silence, & also keep out of kitchen where fags are.
night night xxx