essbee - im really sorry i havent posted on here before. I've got various threads running about my own depression woes (dont bother reading them - youve got enough to worry about.)
Re. the first few days on the AD's. From personal experience the best way I can describe it in my case was like severe sea sickness. Dizzy/disorientated/ nausea etc etc. Also my sleep was definately badly affected originally - although during the day all I wanted to do was sleep - even though I couldn't.
BUT I can honestly say - every single one of these side effects went away. The worst within 2 weeks.
Also spoke to someone last week who has been prescribed same one as you. Typical man - he stayed in bed for the whole of the first 2 weeks because he felt 'washed out' - now a month on he feels 100 times better.
I really hope u start to lift soon. (And I think its amazing that u managed to take the kids out yesterday!)
Kizziex