ruby how many more infusions? I found it harder as I went along and in the end I was sleeping pretty much all the time. I also felt very weak and faint if I did try to do anything. KK and I have shared dramatic passing out stories. All the side effects increased as well, i think my last treatment got delayed 3 weeks because my white blood cell count stayed stubbornly low. It also affected my mood. I became really quite depressed. Of course this is not how it affects everyone but it was my experience. I know it is frustrating but once you are finished you will feel a lot better very quickly, two months post chemo my mood went completely in the opposite direction and I felt almost better than I had before, some of my friends had a dip, because with the treatment ended they felt defenceless IYSWIM so I felt quite guilty I felt so good.
It can't help having Dr W. It does help to feel your poisoner cares and worries about you
it might help to have a chat with your bowel nurse. She will have seen this all before and may have tips on how to cope.
Also do every little thing that makes you feel good, massages, even if they are DIY, crap TV, plan holidays (still do that!) , your return to uni? Whatever floats your boat.....
Lots of hugs, it is shit, but every day is a day nearer to getting it over with.
sparkle if you have finished FEC do you move on to taxotere next? All those groups sound great, you would not have been youngest in my informal group, average age was 35, I was ancient at 43
. A couple had babies and had found lumps whilst Breastfeeding . Those babies are now at secondary school !
MAS excellent A level choices, the first three served me well 
Not sure If awake too early or still up too late
might try and sleep a bit more
Love and hugs to everyone else that needs them ......