what do you call it when you are not depressed per se, but you hate the world and can;t shake the feeling??

[psychomum5]

cos I am in that at the moment, cannot get past it, and DH is telling me that he wants me non-grumpy or he might leave.

he doesn;t mean it really, I know that in me head, but my heart took a battering, and right now with all the fucking crap I am struggling with trying to get a DX for DD3, plus the issues with DS2, and all the other crap going on right now, my head seems to be stuck in grump-phase rather than coping phase, and I am not liking me that much.

I've got the constant princess if you want it, and also the virgins lover. Completely done with them so happy if you want them

sorry alice for not replying.............my laptop died. only got back online last night!!

yes please for the books if you are sure. I can be reached on [email protected]

or is it .com ......oh god, I have forgotten my emails .

will be back later once my head is back to normal (tis better than last week BTW, am just whizzy right now).

I think it'll be .com for gmail. I think if it's .co.uk it's called 'googlemail.co.uk'

How's things today?

I.m hurting.

never ever let your DH tell you it is A Good Thing to help do house improvements wreck the house.........it makes you discover muscles never previously noted on ANYbody before in the history of medicine.

I only have toes and fingers and my mouth in full working order today

however, I am in a calmer place than last week.

still liable to cry easily, but not as close to the edge as I was, IYGWIM.

Finger are important - you need them to MN, and everyone knows that moaning about pain makes it better

My laptop just turned itself off and won't go on again. Great. It's not hot or anything. I'll leav it a bit and try again. So now I've turned on DP's computer instead. I was writing a message to you when it happened, but can't remember what I was saying. Can we pretend I said somehting extremely interesting?

oh you told me all the interesting stuff in the world trillian.......tis fiiiiiiiiiiiine

Did you know that on the 'recently posted' thingy on your profile 4 out of 5 are threads you started?

You have a very eventful life and lots to tell us

I would say I wish my life was that exciting but actually I don't want to go to hospital or have my laptop break (it turned on again after a while) so I'm fine hearing about your exciting life