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Keep thinking about ending

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Theend22 · 16/07/2026 16:26

I am thinking constantly about ending things. In the past I've said to myself I'll wait until my mum goes but I cant do another 20/30 years. I absolutely hate my life and can't remember when I didn't. I have battled with my mental health for 25 years, its dominated and ruined my life and I cant do it anymore. I have tried a long list of medications, countless different types of therapy and therapists, spent thousands of pounds on treatment. Many different psychiatrists. I cannot live in this constant pain anymore. Apart from my mum who will care a bit, no one else will care anyway.

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PipMumsnet · 16/07/2026 16:35

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources: You can also go to the Samaritans website or email them on [email protected].

Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.

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