As the title says I really don't want to do this anymore, I am really struggling with life at the moment, I just don't want to be here anymore.
For a bit of background I'm caught up in the justice system which I know is totally my fault and I hate myself for it. I have lost everything. I just don't know how to carry on, I can't live with the guilt. [Method removed by MNHQ]
I do suffer from depression and anxiety and I am on medication for it but I feel it is not helping at all. I do social prescribing (which is kinda like CBT) through a mental health charity but it's only every 2 weeks for like half an hour and I don't feel like that's helping at all either. I don't have any friends and I don't really speak to my family either, I am so completely alone. I just don't want to feel like this anymore, I need help. I've phoned Samaritans and Breathing Space and they are good to talk to in the moment but I still have these thoughts in my head. I have also phoned nhs24 for help as well. I just feel like I shouldn't be here or locked up or something. I just want help, anything! I don't know what to do