Sorry...so sorry to post this here. I don't know who I can talk with about it, I know there must be other people here who have been through eating problems, I thought I was over it, but I'm feeling really scared because I'm losing weight and not meaning to, just feel very lost and have no one I can trust.
Fallen out with my mother, which is maybe connected - she has always been quite controlling but I've lived near her and spoken nearly every day for a long time.
I was anorexic several years ago, have been stable for about 7 years now. But just in the last few weeks I've started to lose weight again and now my size 10 trousers are too big. I hate that dread of not being in control again. It's been such a long time since I lost it, I mean I eat badly but I do eat iyswim.
Recently I seem to have stopped.
I don't know what to do, I have two small children and can't afford to go down that road again.
Has anyone been here, can you tell me what you did to climb back out of the net?
Thanks x