Anyone else really really struggle with the absolute basics of looking after themselves? I do. I grew up without learning this stuff and married someone who doesn’t know it either.
I have tried so many times to get into good habits and I have improved a bit, but the lovely mix of autism and ADHD make it really hard to manage a routine.
I am such a mess, honestly. I present an image to the outside world of someone who has their shit together but most people don’t have a clue how I really live, how I have to force myself to do even incredibly basic stuff like brush my hair. I keep on top of things like laundry - just about - but this morning I finally cleaned the mould off my bedroom windowsill that I sleep right next to, and it just makes me sad that I live like this. My skin is awful because I eat so badly, I can go days or even weeks barely leaving the house unless I have to for work.
I think for many of us this comes down to executive function difficulties, but also low self esteem. I don’t feel like it’s worth it to look after myself. But I really want to change that and I hope there might be other people like me here - not that I’d want anyone to feel like I do. If you do though please join me, and maybe we can encourage each other to look after ourselves better?
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Learning To Like Ourselves - a thread for those who struggle with basic self care
KintsugiKomorebi · 25/11/2023 13:25
Tiredycustard27 · 03/12/2023 18:13
Can I join? Been struggling with this for years now and it’s really taken its toll! I feel like a different person to the one I was 8 years ago and wondering if it’s too late to pull myself together.
I know what I need to do but, for the life of me, cannot do it!
Trauma, bereavement, pressure/stress, money worries, lone parenting, peri, all the signs of ADHD, massive procrastinator, anxiety …. It’s made me grind to a halt and I want to be a better role model for my children. Maybe get ‘me’ back a bit aswell. It’s now or never!
Tiredycustard27 · 03/12/2023 19:17
@Iwantthistobemyyear Bless you - it’s hard! Sounds like you’ve got some great starting points there though. Do you journal digitally or with good old pen and paper?
the ready meals are a great idea! I also struggle to put food together and haven’t eaten a ‘proper’ meal for over a week - just surviving on snacks.
I can relate to daily showering and hair brushing etc. If i’m not at work I don’t do anything that remotely amounts to self care. Exercise is a big one and I know this can make all the difference in mood and motivation … it’s just starting that’s the sticking point.
We can do this, right???? 💪
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Tiredycustard27 · 03/12/2023 19:46
Ah brilliant - thanks for the link. I’m the same regarding fear of someone finding my ramblings 🥴. I’ll check it out!
Agree talking it out in real life is ideal but I don’t really have anyone to speak to about this stuff so that’s pretty hard. It’s all internalised talk (and, alas, my internal chatter is very self depreciating).
I know the motivation doesn’t come first. Action first - then motivation comes. Theres no accountability so no-one to boot me up the backside. Also, I prioritise my children 100% but that means that by the time I’ve cared for their physical and emotional needs - there’s no energy left for me. I think that’s quite a common thing though.
sorry - I’m rambling!
Baby tomatoes ain’t so bad 😊. Have you made yourself a meal today?
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