I'm a secret alcoholic
There I said it
Right now I'm pissed as a fart having downed. A bottle and half of wine following row with dp
Lockdown getting to me, he gets a nice quiet office. I get the front room
With one child and one noisy cockatiel... can't work on my business. Frustrated
He asked me what's wrong, I tell him, he doesn't really care actually he can't cope when I'm upset. Mum being the rock of the family and all that
I drink and he doesn't know. Went in the garden contemplated suicide. Downed the wine. Too cowardly to commit suicide and decided to come inside when I heard the kids calling for me.
I can hide it well. Two brains. Seems like when I'm pissd I can end a row with the click of my fingers yet when I'm sober fuck me I can't probably because I stand up for myself
He's now making me dinner
Anyone else got a secr t their dp doesn't know?
I'm a secret alcoholic. It helps me cope when I want to stab dp and throw myself off the nearest bridge