Hello fellow MH sufferers.
Today I have taken my first Sertraline tablet. I had severe depression in my 20s and then struggled after my first child was born, and then again when my mum was ill... and now... the fourth time in my life in which I stare the Black Dog in the face.
Apart from the first time I have always managed to get through the darkness by soldiering on... willpower ... wait ad it will pass, and it did pass eventually.
But this time I felt medication could help. My GP also though so, considering I was sobbing in his surgery. I was prescribed Sertraline.
I waited a few days, but after a rather bad meltdown Wednesday night I decided to get on with it.
So I took my first tablet today and not sitting on my bed terrified about it with my eyes wide open as if I had been taking some form of acid instead of some safe medication that millions of people take everyday.
Tell me to get a grip! And also tell me i'll feel better soon as I am in so much pain.