Hi @Smiles12345 and everyone else posting on the thread 
Smiles, hope you've been having a better day, like you'd wished for. Thought your comment about being sociable yesterday was really postive, like the start of the Sertraline really starting to work for a bit, but you're not yet 'leveled out' on it. I guess that'll come with time, just have to keep taking the tablets and hang in there :)
Looking back, seems the first two days were like a giddy preview of what it might feel like further down the line for me! Yesterday and today I've been struggling again, feeling quiet unmotivated, anxious and overwhelmed a lot of the time. Not giggling at anything and aware of the uncomfortable feelings of shame and being 'dirty' that depression often brings for me when it's intense. Don't know how else to describe it, but a bit like I hate being in my body and get obsessed with how unattractive I feel, unlovable, all 'conditions of worth' gone out the window. Saying that, I did manage to amuse myself at IKEA for a few hours yesterday afternoon and looked after my niece and nephew for an hour this morning before taking them to school. Also took down a pair of curtains and put new ones up in their place, which was a bit of a faff, and managed to eat three meals, so it's not all bad. Noticed I've lost two kilos since early last week when I weighed myself this morning though, which is quick even for Sertraline, in my experience.
Took my fifth 50mg dose about an hour ago and going to force myself to clean the bathroom, interspersed with an episode of soap!