Wasn’t sure where to post this as to be honest, I’ve got no idea what’s going on!
This has happened twice now, once after the wedding of a sibling, and now, after a sibling had their first baby. It’s a very strange feeling that these events are sending us further apart, that our lives are changing yet again.
For bigger picture, we live 100+ miles apart but speak daily or every other day. I’ve got my own family, great kids. One parent died 3 years ago which is another factor, that they aren’t here to share these special moments.
I feel like my head is all over the place, I can’t stop crying and it’s driving me mad. I suppose I just needed to vent and for someone to tell me it’ll be ok 🙁