Hi
Thanks to those who replied yesterday. I managed to build up the courage to call the doctors and have an appointment on Monday.
It feels quite a long way off, I'm not sure how I'm going to get through these next few days.
I've self harmed so much I'm struggling to hide the marks, I'm so scared of anyone seeing and having to explain it.
Things are so hard at home, I hate being here yet can't stand going out either.
I desperately want to end it all, put an end to the misery once and for all. I'm scared to try as I know I'll fail again. It's all too much.