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Managed to call the dr - not sure I'll make it

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madcatsforever · 29/06/2017 20:05

Thanks to those who replied yesterday. I managed to build up the courage to call the doctors and have an appointment on Monday.

It feels quite a long way off, I'm not sure how I'm going to get through these next few days.

I've self harmed so much I'm struggling to hide the marks, I'm so scared of anyone seeing and having to explain it.

Things are so hard at home, I hate being here yet can't stand going out either.

I desperately want to end it all, put an end to the misery once and for all. I'm scared to try as I know I'll fail again. It's all too much.

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IonaMumsnet · 02/07/2017 19:54

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way. We'd echo what others have said and urge you to seek real life help this evening.

We've had to delete one of your messages, above, as we're afraid we aren't allowed to keep posts like that up on Mumsnet, that discuss details of suicide.

We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources.

You can also go to the Samaritans website, or email them on [email protected].

Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.

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