binging and always tired

[secretundercover]

i am now 4 stone over weight, have NO energy and lack motivation. i could eat and drink all day every day. i eat mainly sweets and drink at least a bottle of wine a day most days. i am soooooo fed up, i could sleep all night, get up, eat and then sleep again. dr has me on prozac so sex life is non existent, and dont feel any better. would loose job if work found out due to its nature, so if i tell dr they could find out. im 42 and uterly at a loss what to do. any advise please

what sunshine would that be? just drizzle here.

i know your right. so glad ive got all this in the open. i know i have been binging again but not snoozing in the day has already made such a dif, i was up and ready to go at 6 this morning.

i agree about it being the time of year, i cannot wait for the summer.

speak later.

another awful day yesterday, cant seem to shake the depression. gna try really hard today. just drinkng glass of grapefruit juice to start the day and will do some walking today. feeling very tired again, but had good sleep and early night.

have i upset everyone

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need a rant

Took dd 18 months for a photo shoot today, normally very happy little girl but did not want to play at all......moaned pretty much the entire time, dh being totally annoying and argumentative all day.....feeling pi....off. Glass of red wine not even helping

I have two teenage children and then i had a surprise baby who is now 1. I am finding it so hard and overwhelming after it being so easy with two bigger ones. I have forgotten how hard it is. I am so tired and drained and what makes it worse is that my dd is such a wingy, clingy baby. I am dreading the toddler bit

I love my baby dearly, but it has had such an impact on the whole family. I sit and cry most days. Has anyone else been in a similar situation and does it get any better. We used to do so many things as a family, but it has become difficult, I feel guilty to my others

Please can anyone make me feel any better. I am lost in a world of gcse's and nappies. I find myself being envious of my mates who are getting their freedom back and doing things with their big kids skiing etc.

How horrible am i? i love my dd but dont deserve her. I also still cant get over the older mom thing (although i dont look it)

how crap am i just posted this in the wrong place meant to start a brand new thread SORRY