Shit its happened again...

[babybuttercup]

i find myself sitting here at the beginnig of jan, Bottle of rum, bottle of coke and a glass. What the fuck am i doing - feel like shit and dont know how many times i can pull mysellf through it.

shit happens

yeah shit does happen

so what shit happened?

life - tahts what happened

presume youre going on a bender and you dont really want too?

Buttercup! Whats wrong hun?

you ok? Obviously your not.... but... whats wrong?

no oe could ever understand - if only id was a fucking bender

sorry buttercup i must have misunderstood your message, you ok

are you going to cut the poor me shit - and give us something to go on?

buttercup - you on MSN?

is it to do with that thread we were on a while ago? xXx

fuck off Custardo is all i have to say to you

buttercup, bit below the belt, i know custardo was blunt but too be honest its how i wanted to reply to you but didnt have the front to do it

gladly.

i cant deal with this sorry, i'll leave now

Oops - braver woman than me to tell Custardo to fuck off - not nice really is it!

So are you going to tell us what's wrong or what???

butter cup..... you on MSN??

yes quootie i am, will try and log in

good good, think I have your ID from your email address xXx

me too babybutercup- talk to me I wiont be rude x

thankyou hamlyn, im on msn with quootie, i cant deal with being kicked whilst down, thankyou for your concern

g;lad you are taling to dsomeone. Hang in there. Nx

how are you today babybuttercup? Been thinking of you.

custy - usually I admire your straight talking but I think you may have missed the mark a bit here.
Hope you are hangin in there babybuttercup.