i neednd help quic k ly ****trigger warning suicide

[lenneh]

im in tears i cant think straight i cant
ive been sick twice
im contemplating suicide
theres paracetamols in my rorom im so tempted
im so sor ry

Deep breaths. I'm here. Talk to me.

Paracetamol is one long drawn out seriously painful death. Step away from the pills.

Why don't you talk to us instead.

Don't do anything. Just breathe and try and calm down. Call the Samaritans, they can help you. Xx you are a person with worth and a good future. X

I'm listening

Iv been there at your age.

I read and posted on your last thread.

Talk to us.

Don't take the paracetamol.
Phone the Samaritans and talk to a person, or stay on here lenneh.
You're not alone.

Is there anyone with you?
Call 999 now or get someone to take you to a&e. You will be ok, I promise, you're just feeling off at the moment.
Throw the paracetamol down the toilet and come talk to us

Why have you been sick? Have you taken something already?

Phone 999, they will help.

lenneh, keep talking. Keep saying whatever you need to say. It doesn't matter if you think it won't make sense, just keep talking to us

And FGS don't touch those paracetamol. Or any other pills. Keep talking instead.

Hey hey, take a breath.

Talk to us.

Flush the pills, take a nice hot shower, make a cup of tea and talk to us or the Samaritans or someone in real life.

You're really important. Please keep posting here.

no im usually sick when im stressed n stuff
i regular on a chat n something happened n theyre all ganging up on me
blaming me fo r things id idnt do
im gonna leave it but id don t want to go with outa fight
ive took nothing
i probably wont do nothing but ive never felt so tempted in my life
im scared

Thank you for posting again, lenneh. Keep on posting.
Also, if you're interested, there's another thread active ATM on here about people having been bullied, and there's another one about the most unfair things that have happened to people. There are some stories maybe similar to what's going on with you right now - which sounds horrible.

Can you go and talk to someone in real life now. Even if its just about nothing, to get some human company.

If not please do call the Samaritans number above, talk it through, it will help.

You know the truth, don't worry what others think.

And breathe

Who are ganging up on you? Keyboard warriors are cowards. Try not to let them bother you (easier said than done I know) Is anyone in RL there with you?

Yes, as greyhound has said, keep talking.

Hide the thread that's upset you. Go on, it's the easiest thing in the world.

idk jus t online friends
how can i feel so trapped when all i have to do is click off the tab
i have vincent but hes not helping
he always helps
id otn know whats wrong withme

lenneh you're getting good advice here. You need to talk to someone - in real life if possible. But keep on posting here if you need to (and those threads I mentioned above might be useful).
gamerchick gives good advice in saying hide the thread that's making you feel how you're feeling. Seriously. Talk to people who will listen and aren't out to hurt someone. There are a lot of decent people around - I know it can be really hard to find them, sometimes. But there are decent people around, and there are people who've been through similar - and are going through similar, and who will go through similar to what you're going through in future. Hang in there.

sick again
3 times today
im goin for a record

Click off that tab now.

You can go back later if you need to.

People pick on other people when they are insecure. Get Vincent and sit him with you and and tell us what they said that got to you. We are all quite old (compared to you!) and have been through a lot.