ive done it now

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Had a really bad morning last week felt suisidal so hubby called ambulance when got there completley freaked because they sent safeguarding forms off to social services how could i do this to my perfect children feel so ashamed i wish id never gone

You will probably get a visit from a social worker. They will ask how you are, ask how the children are, ask what support you have. They may suggest doing an initial assessment to work out if you need more support, and how that can be arranged.

Noone will know who they are, they don't come with a big sign on them saying Social Worker. They will be nice
There job is to help support you and your family,

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They will do everything in their power to help you get better, and help your family to deal with your illness. Their principal remit is to keep families together, and to to support them in becoming healthy and happy.

I know this feels like a bad thing, but it really isn't. They can give so much support and help.

Its got worse now the mom had asked a secretary at the school about the rumour its gonna go round the school now cant believe it

It can be helpful for the school to know a parent has been on hospital, would it help you if your dh/dp got in touch with the school to talk to your child(s) teacher to let them know you are in hospital in case the children are unsettled?

Why not talk to the person doing your discharge about what happens next? It is their job to help you.

Which rumour ? The head teacher rumour? Please stop overthinking about it. Leave it for others to sort out. It's a rumour and a nasty one.

But I would speak to the staff on your ward about how it is making you feel.

Back home now doing well under home care for a bit havnt heard from anyone else yet

Oooh how lovely, own pillow and bed. Hope you are doing ok and got good home care.

So worried about everything what will happen now

I was fine the weekend before hubby made me go back to the docs and say i was worse she called emergency team and that made me worse i could kill him for making me go

Do u think the mental health team will tell the school about the rumour cause i told them buts its obvious tosh

No I don't think they will. The MH team will have heard many things like this and know the emphasis and anxiety you put on it is part of your illness.

Please take care and focus on getting better. I know it's hard to shrug off these types of thoughts but they will diminish.

On paroxatine now feeling better so annoyed with my doctor for not giving it me i asked for it weeks ago but just gave me more mirtazapine which wasnt working should of been more assertive

Really annoyed for not taking up private counselling when i had the chance

Havnt heard from anyone yet what do u think will happen

Please need some help worried sick