Very tricky afternoon/evening yesterday. Had friends round for dinner and ate lots of things I shouldn't have done. It was due to unrealistic planning.
I've been eating at 10.30, 12 and 5 every day. Yesterday was 11.30, 2.30 and I was aiming to eat with everyone at 8. By 5.30 I was shaking and faint so thought I would move some of my supper calories and have a snack. So had 2 boiled eggs and 2 ryvita with a tablespoon of mayo. Then two more ryvita with cream cheese and strawberries. Then felt like a normal human being but had gone over 800...
Then I had crisps and dip - pea crisps and sour cream type stuff. Then when we ate I had the meal I had planned plus gravy and cheesy leeks. And then I had pudding - vanilla ice cream and stewed apple.
That has all been really hard to type actually. I felt so upset with myself last night and this morning I feel like I have a sugar hangover. I've had a slightly early breakfast because I woke up starving.
I'm going to try to move on and learn from it. I can't even realistically count the calories I don't think but I will try. And I did not have - Yorkshire pudding, roast potatoes, kettle chips, chocolate, alcohol (in fact I stuck to fizzy water).
In retrospect I think I should have decided on a higher calorie level for the day and built in a more sensible snack at 5pm. Or done my normal day and not eaten anything.