Ah thanks amazing, that’s very kind. That’s pretty much exactly what I’d say to someone else, but we’re much tougher on ourselves aren’t we?
I think it basically boils down to the fact that I feel a bit ‘fragile’ about it at the moment. I’m actually really quite scared that it will all fall apart and I’ll end up regaining the weight, and perhaps it’s the pressure of that making me a bit ‘bingey’? Ironic. I did a before and after picture the other day but I don’t really want to post it because the after shot, although I look pretty slim, shows how incredibly damaged and stretched my skin is and it looks horrible. So I am finding it pretty hard at the moment, probably as much if not more so than the early days. I know how much damage I can do in a weekend or a week off plan, and I suppose I’m very wary of doing that because one leads to another, then..... I know this is all hypothesis because the reality is that I had a few squares of chocolate! But that’s how I’m feeling. Probably exacerbated by tiredness and stress! It’s ridiculous really- I’m fitter than I’ve ever been, today I ran my 500th km this year (and a few more), I’m wearing bloody size 8 clothes which I never even imagined I could! So I need to get a grip don’t I???!!!!
Thanks to all of you on this thread, like others have said, I get so much support on here and couldn’t do it without you all 