Tobee I do like your theory re:lists but I do like making the list. I feel like I've achieved part of the task. I sometimes even add things that I've already packed, then cross them off again. This is because I am a loser of the highest order. Dh once bought me a shopping list pad that had everything written on and you sort of crossed off what you didn't need each week off the generic list. I was like
- why take all the fun out of it????!
I've spent today toddler herding, tantrum breaking, and washing mountains of laundry ready to pack tomorrow. I have eaten well, but haven't calorie counted. I think this is what I'll do while away, but as always it will be the wine that gets me!
To be honest, I feel deflated that I started 7 weeks ago with such good intentions and yet, once again, and despite having some really excellent weeks and quite significant losses, I'll probably weigh in before my holiday only 5lb down in 7 weeks which is Crap and it does really make me wonder whether I can keep this up long term. I know I don't always stick to plan but I still undercut my tdee every single day except the very rare occasional night out or something. I'm constantly busy and on the go, I eat the healthiest out of any single person I know in real life. I haven't eaten bread, rice, potatoes, pasta for at least these 7 weeks but actually much longer. I don't eat crisps or biscuits, and while I do have a drink, it is literally a glass or two a couple of nights a week. I drink gallons of water, loads of salad and veg, and have varied and interesting meals.
I need to have a really hard introverted look at myself because I am massively doing something wrong here; calorie deficit alone should be working but it just isn't. I'm reading Fat Chance and is quite ominous but I am determined that I will get where I want to be- but sometimes, like now, it just seems so bloody difficult. I need to assess whether I really want to strip away every small 'vice' in my life to achieve the number I want, or whether it's not worth it. We've had a busy three weeks with birthdays etc, and probably more than usual which is why I have regained a few pounds, which is expected I guess, but I suppose I am feeling like I've let myself down by not doing as well as I wanted to- and the holiday clothes I dreamed of wearing won't be being packed tomorrow.
Sorry to be a boo-hoo Betty. 