Well...I am back, not quite with a vengeance!
As predicted I drank SO MUCH booze! Foodwise I didn't go completely off the rails after all.
I had a sensible breakfast, packed two small pots of measured Graze snacks, and some packets of seaweed snack.
I DIDN'T have a sandwich at lunch. And I DIDN'T hit the crisps. I just couldn't quite bring myself to do it!
After the funeral I did have some of the food laid on and it was very carb-heavy, but there wasn't loads anyway. I mostly did it to soak up the alcohol and because I was hungry. I took 3 cakes with me and had some later on, but at the end of the night I made toast for my mum and didn't have any myself.
Yesterday we went out for breakfast, which I couldn't finish because I was very hungover and very acid-refluxy. And I noticed that my actual appetite was a lot smaller than it used to be - but I suppose 11 weeks of small meals will do that! But I refused the toast and only ate a corner of hash brown (it wasn't that nice actually).
On the train home I got a chicken curry and noodles. I normally LOVE noodles, but they weren't all that. I had some on the train and some when I got home.
And I'm still really acid-y which is making eating quite difficult and unpleasant.
I weighed this morning and put on 2lbs over 2 days which is booze and will go pretty quickly (I hope), but I didn't enjoy the carbs that much really - not as much as I thought I would or as much as I wanted to, it didn't feel treat-y or pleasurable, I'd have been far far happier with some protein!
Today I'm ending on around 1100, and I can live with that, I'm still feeling fragile!