Em wowzers you've been busy.
knitting hope the nerves settle soon. 
pointless hope you start feeling better soon.
I applied for a job randomly yesterday. Today I received an email that said "thanks but you aren't even worth interviewing!" It was a recruiter from a job agency. The job was actually ideal for me. I've got years and years of experience doing the same thing. But I have a large gap on my CV due to taking time out to look after DS.
It's one thing being told you haven't been shortlisted. But to be told in a such a horrible, blunt way by a twat of a recruiter.
The salary was much less than I'd want to.
I just feel completely unemployable. 
End of self pity. Haha!