I know numerous ladies my age that are suffering with long Covid.
Similar here. And have seen the bbc story on the same.
I had some kind of post viral something between jan and may last year. It was awful and i have no desire to repeat it.
DS is back at school so i have the constant anxiety of it. I hate the not knowing of it too. I've managed my anxiety through following numbers and data points throughout so its a little like having the rug pulled from underneath me too.
Not to mention ALL my friends have now had it. Im the eldest person me and DH know who hasn't had it. All week its been constant messages about others getting it. Which is great for them. But im also very aware that despite being the same age, i will have to wait for weeks because of where I am and because i dont know the right people.
Its deeply frustrating and anxiety producing. I hate uncertainty. I find it massively stressful. Especially since all my friends are off now happily breaking the rules and generally being dicks and cases are very much on the rise locally. We have outbreaks at at least one of the local schools.
I would rather be in lockdown, 6 months from the vaccine rather than this limbo of being sort of reopening and being so close to the vaccine but also knowing its going to be weeks and only if they manage to get a shipment of vaccine from India (lets hope theres none stuck on a ship due to go through the Suez)
My worst bit about restrictions has not been the restrictions themselves. Its been the incontinency and arbitrary nature of the tiers and no knowing whether it was going to be this week or next you'd go up a level.
Its the feeling helpless and out of control.
And this is combined with school being shit and having completely different problems to everyone else over it and not feeling about to talk about it.
Its all really isolating. Its like you can't talk about anything because you live in the wrong area, are the wrong age, etc etc.
I am thoroughly fed up.