The only thing that could have been worse for me than lockdown (financially, emotionally, mentally, practically) would be one of my children dying (not specifically of Covid - for any reason at all).
What about living with the knowledge that people were being left to die when they could be saved? Or, living with the fear that if you need an ambulance it’s going to take hours, or there will be no room in ICU should you require treatment. Anyone can trip and fall and end up needing intensive care. Even you OP.
As PP pointed out, it’s not about individual risk. It’s the collective risk of the NHS being overwhelmed to the point it breaks down and we are left to fend for ourselves if ill or in an accident.
It’s always been about trying to level off the curve so that the impact on the NHS and related services (e.g funeral homes) was near to manageable and that the impact on the economy was lessened. There are numerous accounts out there of the lived experience for nurses and doctors - even with the measures it was/is grim. If everyone was ill at the same time services would struggle and the economy fair as badly or possibly worse than it is.
It’s a difficult balancing act and one I wouldn’t want to be in charge of.
Borris and his cronies have done a shockingly bad job IMO but doing nothing would have been worse. Not sacking DC was a nail in the coffin in terms of public good will and conformity.
In terms of democracy being eroded - well that is true. But it was already happening. The likes of Dominic Cummings and Aaron Banks etc, the interference of Russia, in the Brexit and Election votes showed that. Money and powerful lobbying has too much influence. Not to mention the rolling back of our civil liberties undertaken by Blair in the 90s.
If we are not careful, we are on our way to totalitarianism - which I don’t want and probably very few would want. But I do think the powers to enforce lockdown were needed. You clearly can’t rely on people making the right short term choices for the greater good (climate change for example) and so legislation is then needed.
We have the power though. One thing we can do at the next election is:
Read party manifestos directly and listen to politicians directly rather than rely on media sound bites and easily manipulated social media.
Ignoring Covid and not following guidelines will not address the issue of the erosion of democracy and would only serve to put us all at greater risk.