Can everyone stop and be a bit nicer.
OP asked the question, didn't just jump to do it because they thought it was right. There has been clarification in the issues and the OP has now stated she will not do it but is understandingly frustrated by it.
FGS, everyone on MN is always bleating I'm about mental health but can't be slightly compassionate to someone who is struggling in lockdown and just wants to go to their happy place.
You can let the OP know it's not allowed firmly but nicely without jumping down their throat and calling them a fuckwit.
OP I sympathise, lockdown is hard and it's even harder knowing that your happy place is reachable but you still can't go. I'm not saying do go, but I completely get why you would want to and just plan to go as soon as you can to recover from the stresses of lockdown.
And to those of you vehemently having a go at the OP, especially those who did it after she said she now understands and won't go, check yourself, be a bit nicer and understanding. You can get your point across without verbal (typed) harassment and name calling.