@FatimaLovesBread I have had chest pain that has been like the pleuritic pain I had when I had a pulmonary embolism.
I called the GP surgery again. DH Is furious at me for taking up their time but hearing about others having precautionary antibiotics or covid response, I rang again. It’s clear they think I just have health anxiety now rather than feeling actually ill. As talking to me about using online CBT websites etc.
I said where are is all anecdotal evidence from the people stuck managing at home? That surely they are being faced with call after call like this of people managing. The media just has dead people or those who shockingly tested positive. What are they hearing from the real people at home. GP said that most people seemed to be taking 2 weeks to improve and that yes the fear and isolation of those people was driving their calls up.
Antibiotics she refused as they wont work for covid and may just give me side effects that fuel the anxiety.
If dd wasnt complaining of symptoms i’d be attempting sleep and half a valium but I cant risk sleeping through her needing me.
Im on day 11 and i just want to feel well. I feel abandoned, helpless, frightened and so so so poorly. I doubt i’ll ever mentally recover from this. Its broken me. I dont have anxiety or depression in my normal life but this has left me broken.