I follow the numbers to have some idea of risk, some idea of projection of how long all this might last, and to have a bit more of an idea of what to expect.
There isn't much testing in the UK compared to other countries, and for some time now they've only been testing people who needed to go into intensive care. So from the few figures given, it's possible to compare them to other places, and predict what might happen.
It's not ghoulish. It's extremely upsetting to read. But I'd rather have some kind of an idea of what might be going on here and in the world, whether the virus is spreading fast or fading out. And once it does start to fade out, having proper, statistically-based hope again. That's why I'd like the stats to be right.
And if you've been following the patterns, then this is a blip, a result of medical professionals curing it, a result of people beginning to be more careful 2 years ago, or it's false information. And it's always better to be (reasonably) questioning of situations than to accept them at face value.